Hello everyone, I want to tell you about my first experience with a man who was a little over 6 years ago.

At the age of 18 I was still a virgin and because of this I often hung out on chatroulettes (video chats) where I tried to find girls with whom I could jerk off, but to my regret there were almost no girls there. Over time, I began to masturbate with guys just for fun, but at some point I realized that men like me, and to be honest, I myself liked it. I started Skype, where I had many friends of men over 40, with whom we often jerked off. They talked about how cool I am and that they would like to fuck me and I really liked it, because I felt wanted.

As I turned 19, I decided that I wanted to meet a man for real and feel the dick in me. I found a 43-year-old man on the Internet (I don’t remember his name, let it be Andrey), because I liked older men more. We agreed that he would pick me up and we would go to nature. You know, we didn’t even exchange photos, I don’t know why, probably, my head was clouded by the very thought of sex.

Day X has come, I go to the designated place, Andrey is already waiting for me. I get into the car, and there is a man who looked older than his years, probably 10 years old, maybe he lied saying that he was 43, I can’t say for sure. He had a little stubble, probably 175 cm tall, unkempt, a little sweaty, the kind of man who doesn't take much care of himself. In general, the first impression was so-so. We said hello and silently drove out of town. There were a lot of thoughts in my head: “Why am I with him in the car? Why doesn’t he excite me? Why did I even think that I want this?”

We left the city and hid in the forest. We got out of the car, he said: “Take it in your mouth, suck a little,” I nodded obediently to him and squatted down in front of him. I myself think: “Here is the very moment that you have been waiting for!” When she pulled out her penis, it seemed huge to me, although now I understand that it is not so big, I think it's all adrenaline. I cautiously took it into my mouth and began to slowly suck it, I heard him say high and I liked it, from which I took his balls into my mouth. To my surprise, I easily swallowed two eggs at once and worked with my tongue. It seemed to me that 2-3 minutes had passed, in fact, no more than a minute.

Then he said: "That's enough, take off your pants." I became very scared and all my excitement disappeared, although in fact now I understand that it was not so great. I took off my pants, he put me in cancer, saying to lean on the car, smeared his penis with lubricant and began to slowly enter me. I was in terrible pain and I asked him to stop. Fortunately for me, he did not forcefully fuck me. So you understand, I did not know about any preparation and I did not have a single toy at that time.

Then he told me: "Give me a blowjob at least so that I come." He silently understood that I didn't want to, picked up his pants and went to the car. I read frustration on his face and I felt ashamed that I promised him sex, and in the end I could not give him my virgin point, I was also grateful to him that he did not use force on me. I said: “Andrey come back”, he returned, I sat down in front of him and began to take off his pants looking into his eyes. I felt how excited he was, in his eyes again there was enthusiasm. I took his dick in my mouth at once while he was sleeping, but literally after 5 seconds he had already begun to come into a combat position. I started moving my head back and forth, remembering all the porn I was watching. At some point, he took me by the head and forcibly stuck a dick up to my throat. It became difficult for me to breathe, but I liked it because I remembered the feelings that I experienced when men finished on Skype looking at my young, slender and beautiful body. He let me go and then I began to move my mouth faster, helping with my hand along the way. I was very surprised by myself, because I sucked like a factory whore who had seen a lot of dicks in her life. I began to understand that his balls became full and round, now he would be ready to cum. After 30 seconds, he pulls his cock out of my mouth, and I was already ready with my mouth open, waiting for him to come. Then he starts moaning and jerking off in my mouth, there was a lot of sperm, some of it got into my eyes. He stood with a very joyful face looking at me as if at his little bitch, I felt it and it excited me, at that moment I realized that my penis was a stake. I already wanted to swallow the sperm, but I felt bad and spat it out. Then he once again took his already relaxed dick into his mouth to wipe off the remnants of sperm. A minute later, we were already in the car and he was driving me home.

It's been 6 years already, there's more experience in sex, and I haven't seen Andrey anymore, but I'll never forget him and his cock.

P.S. If you liked the story like, I will write about my adventures.